Dear Lord I

It is certain, without a doubt, that there is the deepest, most illuminating guidance in the Book of God. In my world it has been untapped to its full potential. And only just today, in the pit of emotional misery, clawing away at hope, did I find luminous guidance from The One Who planned for me to hear His words in that exact moment, in that exact state of mind, in the horrid situation in which I find myself. It is a gift beyond measure, beyond words, beyond description. I ask my Creator, ya Allah, to allow it to be the spring in my heart, the light in my chest, and the assuager of my pains and fears and sadness. I ask You of Your bounty, to let that Book of Light, be a part of everything I do, everything I say, the way I act, and feel, and treat others. The way I process. I ask You oh Lord, for Your love, for the love of those You love, and for the love of actions that bring me closer to Your love. Alhamdulillah. Ameen.